I was planning to write a longer post for this mega and then Silksong happened so… oops?
Short version is this week is my 9th tranniversary. I don’t remember which day exactly so I like to say it was 9/11 so I’d never forget. What ultimately cracked my egg all those years ago was not the deep yearning when looking at women that I couldn’t identify as envy or the increasingly intense and umm horny dreams where I had the power to instantly change my gender. No it was that fucking faceapp gender swap filter. I just kept staring at that pic like it was a mirror into an alternate universe where I was happier and suddenly everything clicked into place. The first few years were hit or miss with a lot of other life changes happening at the time that interfered with getting properly started so in some ways it’s more like a 5 or 6 year tranniversary but whatever.
It’s weird to say I’m almost done but I really am so close to making all the changes I wanted. I’ll never stop being trans, but I’m definitely moving from trans(itioning) femme to trans(itioned) femme and that’s quite exciting. And maybe a little wistful looking back at the journey.
Have a good week everyone!
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Went to trans night at the commie bar last night. Had a good time
got compliments and a touch more on my outfit (and height) from multiple people and like damn yall i get it im tall but stfu im not a top spend 30 seconds with me and its obvious lol, im just tall 
But i did my eyeliner and makeup last night for the first time since april and it felt so good to wear my armour again! I love it and it just is so funnn! I just need to do it early in the day so i can recover for a couple hours from the intense dysphoria of looking in the mirror…
The bottoms are so desperate theyre circling our precious tall puppies like sharks in a school of tuna
Switches do be winning by just
I’m a switch but everyone just expects me to top all the time and it’s annoying. I need to find my switchy life partner who’ll grab me and throw me down when they want their turn on top.
ohgosh now that sounds like a lot of fun tbh
You switches are wonderful, that once in a blue moon i want to top from the bottom yall are there and its perfect ty for your switchiness
Yess. Genuinely couldn’t imagine being exclusively top/bottom.
They arrreeee people talk about a top shortage i guess they werent kidding!
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Its great if youre a top like me~
I knowwwwww
bearsite was wonking and i thought it was deleting my comments but all is well it just is being weird… sorry for spamming you!!
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trans commie bar
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Its so nice i need to do makeup more oftennn its so much work and confronting dysphoria sucks but i love the eyeliner THE EYELINER! Thick chunky, or thin lines, puppydog or extravagant, idk ijust love it
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It isssss so worth it! Like, idk i dont wear it often but i want to wear it moreee! Smokey eyes always eluded me… I want to learn everythinggg!!
Ugh i hate it when things get discontinued… Or they change the formula. I love the nyx black liquid eyeliner, very sharp and crisp