

I mean, it sounds like he’s profoundly depressed which was an ongoing thing for him before his stroke. To be clear, you can be any awful evil person AND depressed lol
He does not have to keep being a senator, he can resign any time citing health concerns or whatever. He’s doing this all to himself and I guess the dems have to reap those consequences because no one wants to lean on him to just fucking go already (cause otherwise they’d have even fewer senators even though the only critical thresholdsare 49 and 39 to at least get to filibuster)
It’s basically only Amazon Essentials that I have found stock larger shoes, like their own brand or whatever. Just go to the Amazon Essentials store, find women shoes, filter by your size and that’ll be what they offer - which is not insignificant! They got some fun chunky heels, flats, heels, strappy sandles - nothing like your picture though.
Otherwise, you can try searching for “pastel platform shoes” and filter only size 12 and 13.