I was planning to write a longer post for this mega and then Silksong happened so… oops?
Short version is this week is my 9th tranniversary. I don’t remember which day exactly so I like to say it was 9/11 so I’d never forget. What ultimately cracked my egg all those years ago was not the deep yearning when looking at women that I couldn’t identify as envy or the increasingly intense and umm horny dreams where I had the power to instantly change my gender. No it was that fucking faceapp gender swap filter. I just kept staring at that pic like it was a mirror into an alternate universe where I was happier and suddenly everything clicked into place. The first few years were hit or miss with a lot of other life changes happening at the time that interfered with getting properly started so in some ways it’s more like a 5 or 6 year tranniversary but whatever. 
It’s weird to say I’m almost done but I really am so close to making all the changes I wanted. I’ll never stop being trans, but I’m definitely moving from trans(itioning) femme to trans(itioned) femme and that’s quite exciting. And maybe a little wistful looking back at the journey.
Have a good week everyone!
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You are a woman
Having your identity and feelings dismissed by a man is super apropos though lol
Some of you, like the people who are pretty young and poor and just having the worst time of things, I just wanna scoop you all up and take you to my city and feed you soup for a couple days then get your lives started away from shitty family
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Something about opening up that spoiler and seeing that first line, in the context of the post you were replying to, really hit me in the feels.
I would absolutely love to live in a world where I could be scooped up and fed soup and taken care of for a few days. I absolutely love my sister with every part of me, but pretty much every single other person in my family I cannot stand anymore. Just because of how they think it’s acceptable to treat me.