meler [she/her, ze/hir]

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Cake day: August 29th, 2025

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  • me being sad

    I don’t know why my brain has been whiplashing me back and forth between feeling content and cheerful and feeling like it would be nice if something were to happen to me tomorrow so I didn’t have to think about taking matters into my own hands. I FUCKING hate this god damn country. This is nothing new. I’ve been depressed basically my whole life, partly because I couldn’t figure out why it was so hard to be myself and partly because of how much I cannot fucking stand having to look out into the world and see how human beings are treated. And now it’s like. I wish I had more time as a trans woman before all of this recent nonsense.

    I have been wanting to get into songwriting for a while now but it feels so daunting. I really want to figure out a way to write music that conveys what I’m feeling inside the way other songs I listen to convey their feelings, but I just don’t know how to do that.