

Had a bit of a bummer day yesterday (nothing major, just went to town despite my friends cancelling their plans for understandable reasons, and ended up a bit bored and lonely), but I had a dream last night where I was clearly and unambiguously a woman. Most of my dreams involve me in a pre-transition state, so that was very nice and affirming to have.
One thing that feels kinda weird for me is that now that I am firmly in a relationship, my impetus to seek out interaction with friends and in online spaces has diminished. I’m not ghosting or avoiding anyone, but I’m not going out of my way either.