so who is playin deltarune? i finished it through chapter 4 and now i’m gonna get both types of run in the can so i can pretend i’m not back to waiting a year for the next part. how bout those new secret bosses? how bout that damn
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roaring knight?
it’s nice to have parts of this game be as hard as sands undertale.
also, susie is my favorite, she’s precious, everyone drop your favorite susie moments in the comments
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I went to pride with my girlfriend this weekend and we had a great time! We met some folks from a trans org, and we’re hoping to get involved in their like social/community aid nights :3
Accidentally started thinking this morning, how about we don’t do that
Im going to make today a good day!
Journalposting below
healthcare woes
finally got healthcare again only to notice i’m missing a surgery appointment. gave 'em a call and “oh uh we’re not scheduling for ffs anymore because we don’t have anyone who does it”. interesting! because the surgeon who was supposed to do it still works there. he’s even still on the trans healthcare page of the website. but according to the person i spoke to, for the few months they’ve been working they haven’t had anyone on staff doing ffs. gee i sure do wonder what happened
bit idea: guy whose kink is going to orgies and being ignored by everyone
My enjoyment of the “my adventures with superman” probably peaked at brat twink Mr. Myxplitx if I’m being real. The show is now doing “is he really a good guy?” every thing media does with the strawman people cropping up who we are supposed to hate. Don’t even feel a need to spoil it with how played out this story line is.
Im gonna miss working with children. They’re so adorable, babies, toddlers, little kids, big kids, teens. Maybe Ill go back or focus on the peds population one day.
Just woke up and my devious plan worked
i still get dysphoric a lot
but come to think of it, it used to be way, way worse before transitioning
so that problem has gotten better for me, actually. this is weird to think about for me for some reason
have grown very tired of my typical pasta + lentils/chickpeas recipe so gonna have to find a different way to flavor it besides tomatoes. maybe pesto?
Also i think i’ve just grown super bored of the typical italian sofrito + tomato base + oregano/thyme/bay leaf because i use it for basically every meal cause it’s cheap as hell and tasty. But I barely even taste it anymore. It’s about time to rotate spices I think lol
I had a very sad dream about my old cat. She was in a puddle, mewing pathetically, sick maybe? Its just a dream but still, I cried
lonely
Irl friend who I wanted to hang out with this week, didn’t happen. I don’t know when I’ll see her next. She said she wanted to and hasn’t been working, I offered to pay… how doesn’t that happen :/
Online friend who I asked to use my name. Haven’t talked since. It was awkward and I didn’t like it anyway. There just is no way for someone to refer to me I’m comfortable with. That’s why I haven’t told my irl friend my name.
I have been drifting from my other online friends too. Nothing like it used to be. That’s (largely) my fault for never having anything to say. Another consequence of the pain.
Maybe I’m just not cut out for other people. I feel broken. Also, to make this all worse, I’ve really been wishing I had a partner recently. I know that can’t really happen now but I want.
cw: sex, butt stuff
Well, first time bottoming (anal) didn’t exactly work out. We couldn’t really get it in, although I didn’t expect to take much more than the head so that’s okay. All my toys are tapered, and I don’t really know how to take a rounded head.
weight cycling shit
lost a bunch of weight. got down to 190 pounds, and my pants all felt like they were about to fall off. I went from a size 14 to what felt like a size 12. I put a bunch of that weight back on, at about 204 pounds now, and my pants still feel pretty loose. idk if this is supposed to happen with weight cycling or what. or if i even had a point to this post other than “damn i’m getting more girl shaped i guess”