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Thank you for those resources. I’ve been debating trying to find a temp, i just work so well with my current therapist and I’ve had such a difficult time finding people I can feel comfortable working with in that capacity. my current plan was to disconnect from reality as much and as often as possible lol
You are doing good work keeping at it. I need to get some of that spirit into my life rn, i am losing steam bad (in an overall life sense). So even if it reads as empty, I am proud of you.
all i get is bad news. I am just so ready to be done with this motherfucker. I am only alive for the people i fear will come to resent me. my therapist is leaving at the end of the month for maternity leave. I am entering a perfect storm of a bad time.
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Reddit is fuckin trash-style garbage. additionally if you believed what they say about reality then ron paul would have been the president. Its also just riddled with bots these days, i’ll read through comments and be upset by the comprehension on display until i realize there is no comprehension at all, just bots speaking past each other. Long story short reddit is full of dorks, robo-dweebs, and fascists.
So I’m having a hard time dealing with my anger. The choice to not fund snap is just evil, no two ways about it. This is going to be awful and i am just furious. its not like spilling into my life or directed towards innocents, but its just roiling inside me. Pure venom.
you are absolutely correct, i didn’t mean to be dismissive in my tone, though I did think Metaphor re Fantazio was perfect for me in how it used the mechanics of persona but in a whole new setting, though i do wish some of the iconic demons were there.
The Outer Worlds 2 has some of the best looking prosthetic options ive ever seen in a game. I Love that sci-fi Art Nouveau style
They are a good deal of fun if you like anime high school tropes. The battle system in smt games is fantastic. I would say start with p3 FES or P3R if you like rpg combat and want to get a feel for how the calandar system and social links work. P5R is a masterpiece. P4G is quite good but IMO it is weaker than 3 and 5 being sort of between them in regards to systems. 1 and 2 are a different beast all togeter, 2 is worth playing for sure but it barely resembles the games that come after. 1 was a nightmare to play if i’m honest.
its so silly, they are shaped bits of plastic and little screws. The fascination with gendering objects in society always confuses me
its funny how doctors will write up a report saying “patient denies homicidal thoughts” like they can see right through me and im putting up a weak defense
patient denies being a stupid lil gayboi who can’t even do an ollie
thank you, honestly. I shame myself when i feel regressive like this and it just compounds things.
Pain is immense, birthday is trash, depression is calling me towards the void. but im still rollin katamaris and listening to old cumtown episodes pretending its the past, which was still awful but i thought i might be fixable. Anyone have any tips for pushing through anhedonia and doing things when executive function is gone completely?
I really feel like i am in hell, or trapped in some kind of dark mirror that innocent youths gaze into to see the depths of misery that await the vile sinner. New Katamari is p good tho
that sounds interesting, i don’t believe I’ve ever heard of it