Hi! I’ve been extremely tired this week and nearly forgot that I was hosting one so I’m writing this last minute! I couldn’t think of anything so I’m going to write about one of my hamsters who is not Biggs; Meredith

Meredith was another hamster of mine from a few years ago during the early days of COVID, and she was the absolute sweetest little creature I had ever met. Very friendly, very gentle. She loved exploring anywhere I put her into and never bit me okay she did once ever. She was an absolute sweetheart and bundle of love and was with me during some of the rougher parts of my life

She unfortunately died very suddenly out of the blue one day at a terribly young age showing no symptoms of anything wrong with her prior, which breaks my heart to this very day

I never had her as long as any other hamster of mine but I don’t think I had any other hamster touch my heart in quite the same way. I miss you, girl

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  • Bolshechick [she/her]@hexbear.netEnglish
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    21 hours ago
    my appearance, dysphoria, drugs, hope

    I recently realized I am very pretty :)

    My hairline is trash, I’m like 40 lbs more than I want to be, my feet are huge, I’ve got bad skin, I often have visible stubble, I don’t shave my body too often cuz it’s a pain, I have crows feet, and lots more stuff like that.

    All that stuff used to bother me a lot. But while on shrooms I decided I was pretty any way. And now I feel like I am pretty all the time.

    And other people think I am too! People don’t actually care about that shit. I literally have visible chest hair in my cleavage showing pics on my app profile. And shit is going great.